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Saturday, February 28, 2004

"Wonderful Time Getting Alone"

hi Dairy.

i had a wonderful time getting alone well. Everything was alright.. but. one things of sure is being late for YF again. haha. wasn't my fault at all.. cos of yesterday.. i having a officer meeting going on.. yup. the meeting ended very very late. tat's why i'm late today.. hahaha.. i am trying to excuse myself being late.. shh. No sweat drop from aloy forehead :P ...hahahaha..

Yesterday meeting.. Wow. i cannot believe wat i saw on my own eye.. it's just sooo happening once in my life time officers Bringing their file for meeting. first time!!! haha.. sad to said tat i was kana shot by captain alot of time.. it's about things i kana Scolded and things tat i bored to do so.. like.. Band log book never handle up on time, Statement of account for food forgotten to do, Band Stock checking at BB room never check, BB Adventure Quest for training up our Boys fittness dairy programme didn't submitted to my brother at all and last year attendence Squad roll books totally lost but luckily can be recompiled. yup. too much things to submit. maybe i am too slack or wat.. Opps!! Hehe. next week i'm going very very tired of some extra stuff need to be done on.. like.. tie the three New "pipe bag" for boys to use.. then i need to prepare BB presentation for the new recuits on saturday.. i felt so tired of doing lots of stuff.. i think i going more madness about BB stuff already... no choice.. i'm serving Gods as a same time.

yup. today YF is great!!! we play captain ball indoor. very fun!! oh well.. i was so surprised by wiston.. wiston asked me to do the Rootworks stuff.. he also set a dateline for me to complete it by two week times. anyway.. i hope tat i can finish it on time.. no worry at all... hehe..

anyway.. i need to end my dairy now. cya.. tomorrow got sch going on and i have to attend myself whole days in the lab studies.. it's too tough for me. i'm getting so sleepy now.. okay.. sweet dream.. nite. God Bless.

My prayer is tat you will also find everything in life worthless in comparison to Knowing Jesus Christ...

Friday, February 27, 2004

"God Set Me Free"

hey Dairy..

i'm a Coolest slacker above world wide. haha..

finally.. today is freedom day for me.. Freedom at last!!!

Now i have a peaceful day to write my beloved dairy again.. haha. i haven't been updating my own dairy for four days liao. yup. misses lots of stuff i want to said inside my entry..cos i had been so busy spending time doing my stupid project.. oh yes. it's time to write it out one and for all. Wow.. wow.. check it out dudes.. Yo yo..

Monday..

it's killing me. i guess.. i had lots of project stuff i haven't finish up. yup. my teacher announce to our class tat friday we need to pass up the project on tat day. oh mine.. how?? it just junk me just like tat. my life wasn't gd at all.. life realli turn into darkest doing these project. And i had no way to hide and run.. no time to slack around at home. as u know.. times are realli important to me. yet i still slack around(kick aloy butt). it's time to use my two pair of hands to works like a machines liao.. hehe.. well. i always tell myself tat i always have some confident of doing my project nice and neat.. but.. argh.. u will know later on.. cya

i went to blood donation. this is my first time donating half of my blood supply. i feel perfectly normal anyway. yeah.. i can see my blood flowing through into the blood bag.. EEeeEe.. then the nurse asked me to rest in the donor chair for least 10 minutes after the donation is completed and i have to wait until the nurse puts a plaster over the needle site...



naughty QY told me to go drink cow's blood and settles everything for all... wat the...

Tuesday..

sch's "ok".. i am "not ok".. haha.. cos i need to use my PC mouse to click on the "Track icon" and use it as connected up together with the component drawing as i have selected icon given to us by this stupid software... it's not easy to do inside the computer instead. yeah.. i need to save my job file into a floppy disk then i need to print out a piece of paper. after doing tat.. i need to convert into a circuit board. it's not easy to do so.. need patient.

well. i spend most of the time doing my project stuff in my com. my two pairs of eyes going to be blink soon. cos i keep on staring on the com screen.. my eyes realli painful lor. no choice.. i look tired but i can't rest at all.. my time are really precious for me. it budden me alot.. i also have enough of sleep too.. i think i slept around 3am.. oh my goodness.. i'm so tiring.. so sleepy.. i still go to sch... feel like potent sch... hahaha..

Wednesday..

in the morning.. i still role at my bed when my eyes was close. haha. i'm so sleepy.. u know!! yup. brush my own teeth.. ready to go sch liao..

after came back from school around 5pm.. i need to rush down meet up all my friends for Buffet dinner at harbourfront NEL station inside. it's happy to see friends grathering again.. it's too special.. special until i end up in the Dragon Grate Restaurant. haha.. the food here r great!!! the dish are perfect tasty and smell nice too. yeah. limited order dish.. sad to say out.. i only can order Shark's fin once.. cya.. anyway. i must said tat the resturant has a well management towards Customer. somemore the waiter will serve u right infront of u taking yr order. cool.. it's damn high-class as i know lor.. keep it up a good job men!!!

ho.. i did do my project at all. oh mine.. time seriourly running out.. i got to continue my project liao..

Thursday..

almost overslept. tat night i sleep around 2.30.. i think.. so tiring.. i still need to go sch again when i have enough of sleep past few days. no choice.. things have to finish up first..

God bless!!

i have convert into a circuit board already.. now.. it's time to drill hole n do some soldering on my project board.. yup. finish up half way through..

after half way through... i find out one of my "IC chip" component can't fix into the circuit board.. dead men.. i felt so upset when i saw on my own eye. i'm was shock!!! Yes.. my hardwork is gone. really.. cya out with tear on.. life is unfair. why.. me.. me...

i also went jogging with Wei Ming, John, Edward and Raymond. haha.. i'm trying to be fit fit. i jogged 3.5km distance between from toa payoh to bishan park. yup. i sweat alots men.. non-stop jogging along the track way. aiyo.. not like Raymond.. Hahahaha...

I slept around 4am...

friday....

sch's ok. but i felt so sad about my project. everything was gone including hardwork i had done. yeah.. i have pass up my project today. i had lose out confident of doing these major project. i'm stupid.. life is unfair.. i know.. nvm.. it's over for me.. make sure next project i'm going to do better one... Amen.

sch was over. i went back straight home to take a wonderful nap. hehe.. finally..

after nap.. it's time to go Church for some band practise with my boys. yes.. praise the lord!! My boys have improvement on it and they have interest to learn from me.. it took two month to see the result going on.. oh yes. my bagpipe band really works.. lalalalala.. so happy i am now.

yeah.. tomorrow afternoon i need to go church to do some BB stuff again.. after tat.. i need to attend the BB meeting in the evening.

alright.. gtg now.. gd nite.. bie.

Sunday, February 22, 2004

"EPL Soccer Match"

Yo Dairy..

i am damn super tired and sleepy. quite Blur too.

sorry. i woke up late for YF today but i still manage to go church. well. when i wake up tat time i was so sleepy lor.. my mind thinking of potent YF today. but i can't.. aloy stay committed.. hehe.. after tat i meet up everyone for lunch.



afterwards i call up joezer to play pool with me at Orchard.. while i still waiting my uncle car to come. haha.. yes.. i'm the loser lor.. joezer beat me 6 win one lose.. haha. i was like shock a bit. hey joe! i going to beat u this time!! hahahahaha.. JK.

after tat i went swimming. swim ten lap for today.. quite tiring.. hehe..

yup. i am so happy tat i met my old Schoolmate from St andrew at P.S today. yes yes. we also exchange our Hp number too.. hehe.. it's really long time never see them. i miss them alot.. hehe.. SA is the Best "up on on"!! SA Rock u!!!

anyway.. i felt pretty fun today. it's wonderful day of course men.. haha.

Yesterday ACJC Fun n Rama..

yup. it's fun and enjoyable day we have.. it's some kind of fun fair going on. yup. down here have lots of Food n Game stall there. but i need to complaint about the food they given to us. it's too little lor.. they only just give us a small bowl of food and tax us 3 bucks and above on tat stupid food itself.. it's too exp lor!! Oh well forget it. nvm.. it's over. argh.. Oh yaya. i did know tat Shi Jia also study at ACJC. haha. it's happen to seeing her selling food. sama sama as Jenalyn too.. Haha. thanks to our tour guide Jenalyn. she asked us to follow her go tour around ACJC. well. thanks to our tour guide Jenalyn invited us for "Fun n Rama".. it's cool to be with.. it's fun to be with..

Afternoon i went for BB parade...

after parade over.. we rushed back home get changed and took cab down to watch the Big match Chelsea VS Arsenal & Man Utd vs Leed Utd live match at CHIJMES. yeah. two prefect ten D.J also down there too.. btw.. down there have a two big screen facing us. it's cool to cheer n shout Goals.. Goals.. !!! hahaha... Leeds really lucky on tat night. And Leed manage to hold man Utd a draw.. oh mine.. yeah. i hate Leeds. Leeds Sucx!!! hahahaha..

haha.. Maybe every saturday i'm going down to CHIJMES watch EPL soccer match again n again.. Cool.. Soccer season just for aloy weekend!!!

cya.. tomorrow i got blood donation at SGH.. diaoz.. i was so scare and afraid of injection. u know!!! oh dear.. how??

alright.. i gtg now.. tomorrow got sch. Coolest night.. tar tar!!

Thursday, February 19, 2004

"Thou shall not sweat"

today is a perfect day for me..

it's wonderful days knowing god words. And it's great to know god better.. God still loves us as a child so much than he die onto the cross for us!!!

it's true..

yup. Just think about wat u had done today. Yes.. Gods know wat u r doing each day as day goes darkest. In life we only got one Yesterday.. it's true. u can't change yr mind of turning back to do again.. Sometime u felt so Badly hurt from someone u dislike or Stressless about some stuff. Just tell yrself.. Did u think u still loves god??? did u lost faith to God?? if u feel really hurt about it, just cya out with tear on and pray as yr heart then. so tat God answer u. Amen..

pastor joesph prince fav. verse...

"They will be my people, and I will be their God. I will give them singleness of heart and action, so that they will always fear me for their own good and the good of their children after them. I will make an everlasting covenant with them: I will never stop doing good to them, and I will inspire them to fear me, so that they will never turn away from me." Jeremiah 32:38-40

these wonderful verse it's quite meaningful to us... hehe..

Am i damn holy today. haha. of course dudes. i just came back from bible study at New creation Church.. it's great to know everything about Gods bible. Cool... Praise the Lord!!!

today. pastor prince always say about..

"thou shall not sweat" .. Amen..

oh gosh.. pastor prince keep on saying about the "thou shall not sweat". oh mine.. but i like it anyway.. it's quite meaningful as he told us.. well. Bible study made me turn into other person and it's as brighten my days on. Blessing.. thanks to pastor prince of silly act and lame joke when he preach tat time. hahaha... if not.. i going to be lost in the wonderland.

yup. i'm sweat of eating hot stuff. haha.. "thou shall not sweat".. please.. :)

tomorrow burn off liao..

ohya.. no lesson tomorrow. i am so happy about it.. but afternoon i need to meet up with 58th Coy BB captain discuss about their Bagpipe stuff. after tat. i must rush down to church to teach my own band. yup.. tomorrow is a busy day for me to get along with.. it's quite tiring for me.. but i always tell myself tat "i will never say die". just do it!!! hehe... Gods knew it!!

Sorry Joezer.. sorry about it.. i can't reply him just now cos i was in the service. i hope u don't kill me.. hehe.

alright. i gtg now.. light off.. cya. gd nite dairy.

"thou shall not sweat"

Tuesday, February 17, 2004

"Gals problem"

Yo men!

Finally...

the Coolest one is back again. oh yes! hahahaha.. well. past few days ago i didn't have any time to write my dairy. apologize about it.. these days i'm currently busy on my D.A project stuff and i felt so stressless now. somemore it's really quite rush for me getting my project done on time. btw.. i need to finish up my project by next week. argh.. piss me off dudes!!!

gals problem...

oh mine.. it's just happen tat i'm involving gals problem today. yup. i felt like weird and screw up by them. i have no idea wat's their problem as in.. but i can said that Gals stuff really worse then guys. today just happen to see my classmate Van look very down about BGF problem getting along with her stead. i dun know wat happen it's just so suddenly. i know.. she look very very sad about it. somemore she cya out with her tears on and just ran out from the class just like tat.. i was a bit shock.. then my friend and i have to go n find her. oh gosh.. hahaha.. next is lydia turn. she got a bad mood today and i dun dare to tok to her.. somemore lydia very rude to me.. so sad.. she piss me off.. argh.. well. i'm trying to settle their problem down. just to pray to god tat their problem will get away soon. i can said our life have to go on n on. dun think too much about it. cheer up gals :)

gtg now... tomorrow i need to woke up early for P.E .. hehe.. keep myself fit fit and stay healthy. cool.. yeah.. i'm getting tired and sleepy now.. okay.. i love u Diary. bie.

Friday, February 13, 2004

"Happy V'day"

hi diary..

Tomorrow..

yup. Ordinary day for single guy like me of course. nothing special to me.. always stay on the list of Single n available.. no choice.. haha.. But i still like myself the way i'm treated for.. i know God loves me more than he did. i also achieved more goals tat i can't expected before. haha. Blessed.. Now i got everything i wanted to be with.. as in serving BB as a Cadet officer and setting up first BB Junior Bagpipe Band in Singapore this year planning. i'm going to be proud soon. shh.. haha. well. i felt motivate about wat i had done nowaday. i can't believe tat God give me the way to walk into.. i knew God understand me.. things have done successful each day i had gone through dairy.. i'm damn happy about it.. Yes. i going to keep track on wat i had done and try to improve it each day then....

tomorrow evening wat happen was..

i'm going to "Oasis".. Yes. Yes.. Oasis Fever!! aloy's going crazy about wat happen.. must go.. and it's pretty cool to see everyone out there have fun and go a bit crazy... hehe.. i also invited my friends to come but i dun think they are coming.. cya.. i just hope tat they will come Qasis.. yup. next month i going to call them again. hahaha.. tomorrow Oasis going to be wonderful days to everyone i know.. cool... Oasis Rock u!! hahaha..

oh dear.. tomorrow i have to give someone something on tat V'day. hahahahaha... aloy.. shy.. shy liao.

alright.. gtg now.. Tomorrow morning i got BB party on. haha.. so busy tomorrow.. yup. enjoyable day i can say.. bie..

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Friends, think about what you've just read. To those who are already "attached", ask yourself again..... Is this true love? Do I really love him/her? Or izzit just another infatuation? R U willing to give? Even though you may not get back the same amount you gave? R U cheating yourself? Thinking that you really love him/her and not just taking him/her as a substitute for your ex-boyfriend/ girlfriend? Let today be the day... you truly understand love... and stop hurting others... I know how it feels to be hurt by your loved ones... especially one that you've trusted so much... And I know that none of you would want to be the victim in this game of love... If after reading this and answering all the questions, you are very sure that you love him/her, tell him/her that. Let him/her know how much you love him/her and that you are willing to take the risks of being hurt by him/her in the course of the development of your relationship with him/her. This is a love that's sacrificial, R U ready for it? Love is like 2 people filling up a piece of paper ....... A relationship starts off as a clear piece of paper. A guy and a gal agrees to write on that piece of paper. When it starts, both r excited as it's their first time working together. They fill up the paper with the best of things they can think of. Sometimes the guy writes more , sometimes the gal writes more. Some people writes without thinking much, some writes after some thought As the writing carries on, it gets more and more tiring. The couple have to be motivated to keep on writing. This is the committment and responsibility of a relationship. As long as the urge to write continues, the writing will never end. It will carry on paper after paper until one pen's ink run out. This is eternal love till death do us apart........

Some couples prefer to write together, some write their own and combine the efforts. Neither side should be the only one writing, else ink may get blocked for the party who writes non-stop. Too tired......

The character of a person is like the handwriting on the paper....... Everyone has his/her handwriting. It is very difficult to change one's handwriting. Not impossible but it takes a lot of time and hardwork. The outcome may not be desirable. It is also difficult to imitate the handwritings of another person. The most one can do is to be tidier or more untidy in their handwritings. Sometimes, to make the writing on the paper look more presentable, it could be necessary for either side to slightly alter the style of his/her handwritings.....

A mistake in love is like a smudge on the paper......

Whether purposely or accidentally a smudge is a smudge. No matter how well the writing has gone so far or how lovely is the content, a smudge will leave a mark no matter how well u cover it (eraser, liquid paper, etc). Whether to keep on writing will depend on the perception of the couple. Whether they mind the content more or the outlook of the piece of work more. Worst case is when the paper is torn. It'll leave a damn ugly mark. Well, the decision lies with the couple....

To break-off is to stop writing.......

Many reasons can lead to this ending. One party could be the one writing non-stop and really too tired to carry on anymore. One party or both could be unsatisfied with the content or really dislike what each other is writing (it takes time to know the writing style of someone, it could be halfway through the paper before it is known). Or a smudge exists and either one or both mind(depend on their level of perfectionism). Or it could be what they r writing r contradicting each other. It can also be the case where one party finds another partner to write with .......

Other analogies........

Pen users r serious lovers. Those who use pencils like to test things out first. Some even write drafts with other people(many-timers) After a breakup, a photocopy of the writings so far is made and this is given to a party while the other keeps the original(for memories). Or it could be be either or neither will keep the writings. It could also be the original work lies

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Love Lesson

It's hard for two people to love each other when they live in two different worlds... but when these two world collide and become one. That's what u call...MAGIC! If you're AFRAID to love a person because of friendship, you have 2 choices, either tells what you feel and let the love take place of forever or hide the feeling under a friendship full of PRETENSIONS.

Sometimes I've asked myself, what would make me HAPPY? To think that I have everything else, I get what I want.... Then I REALIZED IT WAS YOU, too bad coz' it's YOU I can't have....... Love can never be so beautiful without FRIENDSHIP….... one leads to another and the process is IRREVERSIBLE...... the BEST of lovers is the GREATEST of friends!!! Love DOESN'T have to have a HAPPY ending, 'Coz love doesn't have to end at all.

When you love someone, DON'T expect that person to love you back the same amount. One of you will be ahead, the other behind. It's either you catch up or the other waits. Never be AFRAID to fall in love. It may HURT a lot, it may give you aches and pains, but if you DON'T follow your heart, in end you will cry even more for not giving love

a chance.

I'm sorry if you can't love me the way you loved the one before me, so I'll let you go to find him/her and hope someday you'll see that the TRUE LOVE you're looking for was the one who set you FREE. Isn't it funny?? We're trying to catch the attention of the one we think we love. We hardly NOTICE them till they are in the arms of someone else....

Love is like standing on wet cement, the LONGER you stay, the HARDER it is to leave and you can never go without leaving your prints behind.... THINK OF THIS: have you really cared for someone more than you expected? Have you ever tried to love him/her despite of all the pain? Will you keep on loving he/she whispers someone else's name? Will you??? True love hears what is not spoken, and understands what is not explained, for love doesn't work in the mouth, nor the mind, but in the heart......When you love, you must NOT accept anything in return, for if you do, you're not loving but INVESTING. If you love, you must PREPARE to accept pain. For if you expect HAPPINESS, you are not loving but USING..... I like you because you're my friend and because you are my friend and I care, and because I CARE, I LOVE you, I don't love you because you are my FRIEND.... I Love you because I do!!!! FOOD FOR THE THOUGHT: it's better to lose your pride with someone

>you love rather than lose someone you love with your useless pride. I can't choose who I'm gonna love, but I also can't just love who chooses to love me.... and you can't blame me in choosing to love you as much as I can't BLAME you for not learning to love me.

"How can I say GOODBYE to someone I never had??? Why do TEARS fall for someone who was never mine? Why is that I MISS someone i was never with and I ask why I love someone who's LOVE was never MINE? "Don't love a person like FLOWER, cause a flower dies in SEASON. Love them like a RIVER cause river flows FOREVER......

Love may leave your heart like SHATTERED GLASS, but keep in mind that there's someone who'll be WILLING to endure the pain of picking up pieces so you could be WHOLE again.... somehow, it reminds mi of jigsaw puzzles :).... it requires time, endurance n patient to fixed a whole picture...I know it’s tough...my friend told mi that!!!)

The MoSt CrUeL ThInG a GUY could do to a GIRL is to let her FALL in LOVE when he DOESN'T InTeNd to catch her FALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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ThE BeSt & MoSt BeAuTiFul ThInGs In ThE WoRlD CaNnOt Be SeEn Or ToUcHeD ThEy MuSt Be FeLt WiTh ThE HeArT

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Wednesday, February 11, 2004

"Abortionist Killer"

hello diary..

i have lots of homework to do later on.. yup. later.. i could see my notes flying around loading on the table.. no choice. cos of mdm chia announced the deadline. if not.. i won't do at all. Homework has been an annoyance to me too much each week. life it's like pity me off.. i'm just anxious if i can't hang up on time. Nevertheless. I am not useless.. i can't give up.. i shall do my homework whatever mdm chia give me. i have to accept it lor.. cya..

In life can't be fair and Benevolence...

ohya. i forgotten i had to do Mr yep D.A project by next week. yup. tat project circuit drawing look complicated for me to look out for connection. i have no idea wat to do then.. i'm really confusing about it and i also look blur blur..

yeah. mdm chia seems hateful but basically she always concern me. somemore i get a lot of pleasure from listening to her in class. i know she got confident on me and i didn't knew it. i felt so guilty.. stupid aloy.. *bleah*

well. i'm not going to sch tomorrow.. so happy.. actually i potent sch. haha... shh.. shh.. jk.

no la.. tomorrow our class is going to T.Poly open hse. but i not going lor. the reason was.. i need to go back myself alone.. btw.. the distance from my hse also quite far. tat the reason i don't want to go. hahaha...

tomorrow afternoon i'm going to meet up with Raymond to find some party stuff for this coming saturday. yup. finally junior Section BB & BG combine party together. cool.. party's On!!!

Okie... i need to go do Homework now.. hopefully tonight i can finish up all.. just pray for it. gtg now.. bie.

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Read this true stories about Abortionist Killer Gets Off Easy...

Riverside -- In a travesty of justice, yesterday Riverside County Superior

Court Judge Vilia Sherman sentenced Dr. Bruce Steir to one year in jail for the involuntary manslaughter of Sharon Hamptlon, on whom Steir performed a botched second-trimester abortion that killed her...

The 68-year-old was taken into custody immediately. Steir was put on formal probation for 60 months and ordered to perform 1,000 hours of community service. He originally was charged with second-degree murder.Sherman suspended six months of the term in return for Steir's community service.

Hamptlon, then a 27-year-old Medi-Cal patient, bled to death in front of her three-year-old son while being driven home by her mother after the abortion in December 1996. Her death was the result of a punctured uterus, initially ruled accidental by the San Bernardino County coroner's office. However, six weeks later, after a routine investigation by the California Medical Board, the coroner changed his report, calling the death a homicide.

Steir was accused of "gross negligence" and a lack of "due caution" for his actions. Prosecutor Kennis Clark argued the abortion practitioner knew he made a lethal mistake during the abortion of Hamptlon's 20-week pregnancy but failed to call emergency personnel because his medical license was already on probation for previous allegations of negligence.

Steir admitted making a mistake in Hamptlon's case -- although he still maintains he was unaware of the seriousness of her complications. Having been on probation with the medical board since 1988, Steir surrendered his license to practice medicine four months after Hamptlon's death. Pro-life advocates believe Steir's sentence was justified, though too light.

"I think that this is too light of a sentence for somebody who has killed a woman because of terrible negligence," said J.T. Finn, a California pro-life advocate.

"We need to let Americans know that women are being butchered and hurt and injured by abortions more frequently than the press has let us know," he continued. "This is just one of many women who have been killed by abortion. We need to encourage our prosecutors and judges to really go after abortionists who are injuring and hurting women in the abortion industry."Elizabeth Kelly, executive director of the Women's Resource Clinic in Chico, believes Steir committed murder. "With all the lives that he's taken, with this one single act ... he took two lives," she said.

Kelly expressed her desire for the convicted doctor to "find hope and healing." He needs to see that "these acts are wrong," she said, noting the special treatment abortion receives. "I can't go to a doctor and say,'I need to have this (non-abortion) surgical procedure,'" she said. The doctor will need to gather several facts about the patient's medical history before proceeding.

"But you can just walk into a clinic and have a doctor [perform an abortion]," Kelly continued. "It's the only medical procedure that we allow that to happen."

Doris Hamptlon said her grandson, 7-year-old Curtis Bullorck, still would have a mother if Steir had warned Sharon Hamptlon about what he had done.

Before he was sentenced, Steir took responsibility for Hamptlon's death. Doctors swear an oath requiring, in part, that they not harm patients, he said. "While I meant no harm, I did harm," he said. "I'm deeply, deeply sorry."

Ben Hamptlon told Sherman he sometimes pulls his car to the side of the road, looks at his daughter's picture and cries. Steir deserves to spend the rest of his life in prison, he said.

"The Bible says do not kill, that's what the Bible says, and he killed my daughter," he said.

Tuesday, February 10, 2004

"Two heart warming stories"

Two heart warming stories….

Have you read these? Good heartwarming stories.

There was once this guy who is very much in love with his girl. This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to his girl. Although, at that time he was just a small fry in his company, his future doesn't seem too bright, they were very happy together. Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris

and will never come back. She also told him that she cannot visualise any future for the both of them, so they went their own ways there and then...

Heartbroken, the guy agreed. But when he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself. Finally with all the hard work and the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company ...

You never fail until you stop trying.

One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him

long to realize they were his girl's parents. With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan.

He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same anymore, he had his own company, car, condo, etc. He made it! What he saw next confused him, the couple was walking towards a cemetery, and so he got out of his car and

followed...and he saw his girl, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone and he saw his paper cranes right beside her...

Her parents saw him. He asked them why had this happened. They explained, she did not leave for France at all. She was ill with cancer. She had believed that he will make it someday, but she did

not want to be his obstacle... therefore she had chosen to leave him. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. She had

wanted her parents to put his paper cranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again...he can take some of those back with him...Once you have loved, you will always love.

For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever.

The guy just wept...The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside her knowing you can't have her, see her or be with her ever again.........hope you understand.

Find time to realize that there is one person who mean so much to you, for you might wake up one morning losing that person who you thought meant nothing to you.

KINDNESS Pays ! ……

One day, a poor boy who was selling goods from door to door to pay his way through school, found he had only one thin dime left, and he was hungry. He decided he would ask for a meal at the next

house. However, he lost his nerve when a lovely young woman opened the door. Instead of a meal he asked for a drink of water. She thought he looked hungry so brought him a large glass of milk. He

drank it slowly, and then asked, "How much do I owe you?" "You don't owe me anything," she replied.

"Mother has taught us never to accept payment for a kindness."

He said... "Then I thank you from my heart." As Howard Kelly left that house, he not only felt stronger physically, but his faith in God and man was strong also. He had been ready to give up and quit.

Years later that young woman became critically ill. The local doctors were baffled. They finally sent her to the big city, where they called in specialists to study her rare disease. Dr. Howard

Kelly was called in for the consultation. When he heard the name of the town she came from, a strange light filled his eyes.

Immediately he rose and went down the hall of the hospital to her room. Dressed in his doctor's gown he went in to see her. He recognized her at once. He went back to the consultation room

determined to do his best to save her life. From that day he gave special attention to the case.

After a long struggle, the battle was won. Dr. Kelly requested the business office to pass the final bill to him for approval. He looked at it, then wrote something on the edge and the bill was sent to her room. She feared to open it, for she was sure it would take the rest of her life to pay for it all. Finally, she looked,

and something caught her attention on the side as She read these words.....

"Paid in full with one glass of milk." (Signed) Dr. Howard Kelly. Tears of joy flooded her eyes as her happy heart prayed: "Thank You, GOD, that Your love has spread abroad through human hearts and hands."

Monday, February 09, 2004

"Slacking days"

Slacking days i'm today...

Sch it's ok. not much to do.. quite slack.. of course.. haha.. no Homework for today somemore. i am super duper happy today. *Aloy Smile*

Yes. she's gone.. finally mdm chia didn't come to sch. i am so happy about it. haha.. my classmate.. well.. everyone was cheering and trying to be a fool about themselves. yup. make sure she don't come tomorrow when mdm chia came back we going to be dying off doing alots of Hw again.. Worse still.. back to square one topic again.. i can's stand it.. teach us the same topic again n again.. so boring.. Oh nooooo.. i hate it lor.

Well.. well..

studies can make us more Stressful nowadays..

well.. human life always continue day by day.. and i can't return back yesterday u had done. u also can't see the world changing as the earth r turning around us.. only one guy very powerful. shh.. btw.. u only can hear someone voice n sharing with u those amazing stuff u never seem before.

Yes.. Jesus lor.. hahahahaha.. lame..

tomorrow as usually. wake up in the morning.. eat breakfast then go to sch Studies. well.. i got to go now.. oh baby.. bie.

Sunday, February 08, 2004

"I love the Beach"

tiring day...

apologize about this morning YF, i was late for YF today. came in the door step i saw jo.. jo look at me and she say "why u late for YF".. haha.. then i trying to defend myself of saying alots of excuse. haha.. no larz.. i really tell her the truth then.. tat night i really went out with my friend for movie. not bluff or bull u. must trust aloy lor.. Aloy always stay committed to YF wan. dun play play with me.. ok.. haha.. after the YF is over.. it's time for Lunch!! Lunch!!! yeah.. i went to Far east plaza for lunch with wei ming, amanda, joezer and they all. pretty fun and enjoyable days with them!!! ya lor.. joezer so fast go.. somemore leave me alone here.. haha.. but.. anyway. it's cool to be with.. well. today i brought two T-shirt for 70 bucks from Hooker shop and i was choose for Hours to find my T-shirts i like the most.. i buy large size for myself.. yup. tat design of the pic painted on the T-shirt are really Nice and meaningful in the sence. no regret buying it. hahahaha..

afterwards.. i go n meet up my uncle at Somerset MRT outside.. he waited for me so long.. haha.. but he never say anything.. today both of us when to Parkway parade and East coast. yup. i love the beach when i hear the sound of the wave coming and the wind blow onto me.. it's cool to see the island of indonesia. the land of indonesia very big lor haha.. not like singapore a dot mark on it..

i love the Beach!!!!!!!!

but i still enjoy my life in singapore.. it's safe country.. No crime at all.. just say no crime.. lame.. haha.. like crime Watch show..

yup. both of eye going to close liao.. okok.. God Bless.. tc

Friday, February 06, 2004

"Beijing Festival"

i just come back from Band practice.. Yeah.. today i have a enjoyable day with my boys. i'm so proud about my boys trying hard to make the Band setup.. And they all has been improve alot from pass few month practices.. tat why today i treated them KFC.. yup. bring them to KFC so many question asked.. wat the.. hahaha..

anyway. i had to keep on pressure my boys untill April performance. well. i am quite happy about today result. keep it up boys!!

37 die in beijing Festival yesterday..

i was so shock when i read today's News paper. wat happen was the Celebrations were in full swing when a few steel bars on the bridge's railing gave way. worse come to worse.. one man slipped through them and fell on the people gathered on the frozen river below where the stampede took place and Others rushed to hospital. As many as 37 were killed and 15 were injured in the incident.. this is a very serious incidents and there could be more people dead. Chinese New Year 15th day in Beijing is a nightmare for them. i know the family member there heart is in pain and fell tear to their love ones. cya.. my heart also pain.. it's true.. not joking..

Tomorrow i'm dead.. me and Raymond going to lift up our voice to tok to the pri 2 student and make friends with them. Cool right.. hahaha.. Blur blur.. Cute cute.. little boy.. tomorrow must see how cute they are?? hehe..

alright.. it's all for today diary. gtg.. Tar tar.

Thursday, February 05, 2004

"About Abortion Taking Place"

yo baby..

Last days of chinese New year..

So happy.. Yes men.. finally No homework.. God set me free.. freedom dudes *Wink*. hehe.. well.. sometime i get headaches when i do lots of homework loading up on my table and my notes also flying all over. it's really killing me. haha.. today pretty much slacking not much to do then. yeah.. tomorrow got Tests and i did not study at all.. me so silly.. I left all my notes in the locker today. i'm dead.. pray tat tomorrow my test i can pass..

i meet Raymond for dinner today.. i meet him because we had to do some BB stuff in church.. well.. both of us was gresse the Bagpipes today. yup. Lots of hard work maintaining the intstruments. haha.. just now me and raymond tok alot of crappy words n lame joke in the BB room.. damn farny.. stop it Raymond.. hahahahaha..

*Sarcastic* I Guess these few days my mood r going down n down n down into the deep sea.. coz of Valentine's Day is coming. Argh.. doesn't sound good to me cos i'm single. haha.. no choose.. nobody like the coolest aloy's!!!

today QY talking about abortion taking place.. it's really gross out.. u can't see the baby's head was clearly seen floating inside the uterus.. somemore.. she say the baby was torned apart, the pump was moving inside the uterus.. EeeeeEE.. lucky. i am a male lor.. male can only make "coco cakes" at the toilet.. shh... Don't tell anyone.. hahahahaha..

i going off now.. Yes.. happy valentine's day to all my friends i know. *Big MUACKS*

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

"Blur Blur Day"

i'm back to write my diary..

well.. nothing much for today.. i just to do what I wanna and spend time with myself. It's goes weird how it all revolve around homework. I obviously wasn't concentrating at all.. weird but true.. Plus the fact that i wasn't got enough sleep these days and I almost fell asleep in Mdm chia period today.

Amanda saw me at toa payoh.. yup. amanda shouted my name but i did not know she called me though she was there.. apologize.. cos i waiting for my friend fazi to pass me some guitar stuff. well.. she call me tat time.. my head was turning all over the places and i look so blur when she called me just now. argh.. yeah. today i also met Derek outside starbucks with his two friends from YMCA.. it's great to seeing him again.. haha.. long time no see.. no different at all. he still the same Cute face as last time when both of us in St andrew's.. sad to say.. both of us really spread apart.. time has pass.. It's no longer like fun fun and jump around like a fool.. hahahaha.. anyway. we got brains to think and we are more mature now.

gtg now.. i have a long day go tomorrow.. somemore i meeting raymond to do some stuff in church.. damn tired.. i go sleep now.. bie..

Tuesday, February 03, 2004

"I Love Australia so much"

i'm feeling so restless now. these Brain of mine can't think of anything much.. just go to sch.. Day dream about "when i going to stay at Australia".. i really love australia so much.. i heard tat the country plenty cool... especially.. hillsongs Band playing. anyway. i hope tat i can stay there forever.. just dream about it.. hope dream can come true easier.. haha..

today. i going madness.. why everybody keep on saying aloy have a blur look.. cya.. i had no idea wat they say.. can anyone tell me? why??

cool.. my test is postponed to friday! yippie! Now i have more time to study and i'm gonna to do well. so oh wells..

okay, i really need a rest now. either that or you'll find me online. haha.

Monday, February 02, 2004

"So Stress about my Tests.."

hi Diary...

this public holiday was great!! hehe.. i claim tat today can sleep longer.. nobody can stop me for going to sch. so happy.. hahahaha..

today i did go out at all.. i was busy online doing my blog stuff tis afternoon. well.. my blog it's done.. finally as done.. i am so happy about it. Yes..i'm so fussy for my design.. Now my blog look nice n neat.. lalalala...

Yeah.. evening i was revising my notes for test tomorrow. i going nuts anyway.. no choice.. tomorrow i got test going on. And i have been study four hours for all tis while.. head pain.. some of the chapter i still not sure.. erm.. maybe tomorrow i go n ask my teacher to explain for him then. ohya. i have to remind myself tat tomorrow must bring my Calculate along. nono.. i better put at my bag now i scare tomorrow forget to bring. well.. hopefully tomorrow paper i can score well and get 80 marks n above. i'll just pray about it..

yeah yeah.. I am tired. tat's all for today. i going to sleep now.. tomorrow got sch lor.. sianz.. alright baby. bie!

Sunday, February 01, 2004

"Two days of undead"

Two days of undead...

yup. yesterday until now still haven sleep yet.

yesterday meeting ended quite late around 9 plus..cos the Agenda have a lot of things to discuss. so sicky.. Argh.

After the meeting ended, i went for bowling with my CG member.. it's great!! the higher point i get is 122 point.. ok larz. not bad already coz i defeated everybody. after tat.. i never go back home.. i stay at peter hse play guitar n play online game. cool..

next days means today.. i went to church for Sunday service. so sad.. i was sitting alone there.. And I almost fell asleep then.. but i can't lor. must make sure i understand the words of gods telling us *Holy aloy*. when the service over.. it's really for me to say "hello" or "hi" to everyone at social hall. oh dear. everybody say i look blur. Am I really look Blur today?? well.. maybe it's true. haha.. oh yes.. yes.. so surpised by Wintson giving me a "love" letter today. so sweet.. yup. i going to write wat he says there.. it's goes like tat..

Dear Aloysius,

Hello, my dear friend & brother in christ. I am glad to see u more often in YF. I thank God that he is becoming more personal & real to your life. Indeed, our God is a good & wonderful God. he has been faithful to you, bringing you back to church. I know that God will continue to show himself more to you as you desire to know him more. I pray that you will not lose this passion & fire in you right now. Trust in God in everything that you do & he will strength & guide you. Remember to forgetting to pray. Come regulary to church & you will be on your way to a great adventure in christ. Press on!

Blessings,

Winston

Copyright! love letter for aloy.. haha.

Thanks wiston! i'm so in touch about wat u says.. i know God loves me more than he did.. he will always guide me and calling me in his voice to hear him. i will not forgetting to pray too. yup. i'm back to YF and see my beloving friends i know. God bless..

After the service my uncle meet me at my place to go Jalan Besar swimming complex to swim. i think i swim 10 lap today.. haha.. trying to be fit. After we had our dinner at plaza sing. Wow.. My uncle order the indonesia food. the Chicken was so big. haha.. who care about bird flu.. just eat only.. somemore the food is So delicious and smell great too. yummy!!! anyway. i have a wounderful time with my uncle then.. I love u uncle!

NO HW BUT GOT TEST TUESDAY.....

I'm just so proud of myself.. i estimated that i had finish up this Stupid HW.My brain going to be explode soon. Argh.. i can't explain why.. all my homeworks loading up on my table.. it's killing me.. well.. tomorrow i going to revise my topic. oh noo... **Aloy brain can't think of studies**

Ok... i am going off now... i am feeling sleepy now. going to fall soon.. *yawns* tar tar.

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