"I’m so exhausted."

oh lord. Being a Christian. It’s hard to explain between u and me and I always sacrifice my life for u when I accepted u as my savior and my lord. I’ve changed a lot from inside out. Therefore u teaching me to obey everything u have commanded me and surely I am with you always to the very end of my age. I believe in faith and I trust in the lord with all my heart and lean not on your own understand or in all your ways acknowledge u, and I will make my paths straight. Jesus please help me!

"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life." John 3:16


Today, it’s a raining day cause by the upset cloudy keep crying nowadays. Yeah. I managed to wake up early for some gym work out at my uncle condo. Actually, the gym there was great with nice facilities beside the swimming pool. No fees required for any member that why I always go there for free. After my work out, I took the taxi down to my work place before 1pm. I’m dying doing a lot of stock in my work places nowadays after chan left me alone so Andrew planning me to do shoes first in-charge for all the responsibility. I always tell Shi ling about my problem but she keeps telling me that I’m useless guy. Oh yes! I agree what she tell me every time. Being Useless and silly! I cannot do better than others guys out there and I always blame myself being foolish for not doing well in my life. Andrew also knows that I cannot cope with stressful point and I’m worried that I will make mistake all the times.

After the work, shi ling, me, lai cheng , Joanne and new staff went to Pasta mania for supper. We have a great time together laughter saying crappy chat with each others.


Of cause, I brought the purple puma slipper for my dearest sister Esther and Jessica. Actually Jessica birthday is coming den I buy her some present today then. Esther keeps nagging me to buy for her. Oh dear, And I didn’t go for church event at suntec city because I’m working today. If not, I can join them for some party! Lolx.

Just now Jena think that I got a crush on someone else. The answer was “no”. I dun have any stable girlfriends before while I get to know my four girlfriends from CHIJ during my youth days. Well, I felt that all my girlfriends was not very serious about our relationship together. That why I agree to break up with them, since I met my ex girlfriends again and they told me that “I’m a nice boyfriend being in their heart compare to their boyfriends now. I’m so touch meeting them in town. Wow! Unbeliever right? Basically, My expectation not very high nowadays, maybe I’m getting older now. And I hopefully that I can find my true love one fine days.

“Love is patient, love is kind, it does not envy, it does boast, it not proud, it is not easily angered, it keeps no records of wrong. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects. Always hopes. Always perseveres.”


this is my NDP memories from Nan hua high school, class "108" gift when i left them with one big heart:

Big "thank you" E cards & video clips

they use all their class fund and make 39 lolipops flowers, loves letter, 108 banner and 108 flag!

Sigh off.
God bless you